There is a strange feeling in the air, the light seems too bright, I'm not sure if it's because I have had a cold on and off now for nearly 2 weeks or maybe I'm going crazy, but things feel just plain different somehow, I'm trying to ease myself into this year nice and slow but alas I feel like I'm in a jet ramming my way in.
CTBBTO said to me last week when i kissed him ooh your back, this is good, so he is another man I scare the shit out of. I guess I should be happy that there was discussion in there somewhere after the kiss.
I swear I don't even try; as in to scare, I'm just me, I don't think I go "away" at least not intentionally.
I guess maybe the light is off because I have not really slept for 5 nights - I miss that deep deep sleep.
Does anyway else go "away"? Don't we all just get a little "lost"...
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