New starts/possibilities

With aching fingers, I type this post up in the once lounge room/now study; it took all day to move 3 rooms, which resulted in bad backs, aching fingers, weighed down shoulders, one smashed picture and the loss of our bond as couches somehow made grooves in the wood floor, thank gawd we are not furniture removal its.

The lounge is now in the once master bedroom and that bedroom is now in the old study and its FANTASTIC, it feels like a new house and I swear has opened up new flows of chi throughout the whole space from study through to dining room and the kitchen and the now new lounge room.

Our new bedroom is sooo much more cosy and has a beaut new plant in there too. Moving rooms is always a great chance to get a new plant :).

The timing of this weekend coming up too move was perfect as we got the letter about a new lease with only a $10 a week increase in rent - if it had been more, i don't know what we would have done.

Back to work tomorrow - not sure how that will go, went for an interview last week, I believe i didn't interview well, but i never do. I hope i get the job for many many reasons, not much more money involved but a more intense and longer cycling commute would be involved which is awesome and i would be supporting 1 person and not many and she seems really cool, I got good vibes from it. I think the job could be mine, but who knows.

Fingers crossed hey!

I don't know

There is a strange feeling in the air, the light seems too bright, I'm not sure if it's because I have had a cold on and off now for nearly 2 weeks or maybe I'm going crazy, but things feel just plain different somehow, I'm trying to ease myself into this year nice and slow but alas I feel like I'm in a jet ramming my way in.

CTBBTO said to me last week when i kissed him ooh your back, this is good, so he is another man I scare the shit out of. I guess I should be happy that there was discussion in there somewhere after the kiss.

I swear I don't even try; as in to scare, I'm just me, I don't think I go "away" at least not intentionally.

I guess maybe the light is off because I have not really slept for 5 nights - I miss that deep deep sleep.

Does anyway else go "away"? Don't we all just get a little "lost"...